[LHP]
cant believe its been 5 years!~
Until this day
I still think that
those 3 years
were the best time of my life
And until this day
ur still making me proud!~
(Source: dallasclayton)
"Was it just for keeping me here? Coz I wont stay…"
[It just isn’t meant to be]
I’ve been thinking
if I really gave up now
then the last whole year
would just mean nothing
It’d be like
everything that happened
would disappear
gone forever
And the only thing that’d be left behind
was an ache in my heart
But what can I do?
I really need to talk to someone right now
I need someone to tell me what to do
but every time I try to have a conversation with anyone
people start to look at me like
I’m some kind of drama queen
I brought this on my own
who else can I blame it on?
Sometimes
the decision is not hard to make
coz u already got it on ur mind
the problem is…
are u ready to give up for that decision?
And it’s even harder
when the one ur trying to hold on to
doesnt care to hold u back
It sucks sometimes
to know that u’ll never be
a part of someone’s life
no matter how hard
or how many times u’ve tried
and that someone
just happens to be
the most important person in ur life
Then u start to wonder why
and all u get is
“It just isnt meant to be!~”
"The worst pain for a girl is when she smiles, just to keep the tears from falling and sleeps, just so she doesn’t have to think about it."
by (via lesvoilespourpres)
Anthony Neely - Sorry that I Loved You
For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true but sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight
And I’m so sorry for…
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time
And I’m so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I’m sorry that it came true but sorry doesn’t turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight
An apology now after all of this time
Won’t make any difference tonight
But I’m hoping “im sorry” will open your mind
To love love love love in your life
[It’s a gloomy day]
It keeps raining all day
and thats bugging me
Dont know why but…
nothing good has ever happened to me
on rainy days
The sound of the rain
makes my heart tired
heavy
unsafe!~
Or maybe it’s just my excuse
for not feeling well
on days like these
when I realize
my sun is not shining for me
anymore!~
(Source: endures)
